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graduation [Oct. 13th, 2007|04:21 pm]
i'm graduating december 19th, so if anybody wants to see me, book a day eaaarrrllyyy cause i'm movign to texas that very day
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(no subject) [Jul. 22nd, 2006|10:28 am]
almost all done moving...sighs...hope this time i can actually STAY somewhere for more than a few months
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(no subject) [Jul. 3rd, 2006|12:42 pm]
hurting....and it's not just cause my nipples are sore :(....
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(no subject) [Jun. 11th, 2006|01:40 pm]
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |the sound of my own purring]

i'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy...i never thought that actually coming here would make me so happy and so content and make me actually feel like i had a place but it did. and i don't want to leave..and it's not just for the playing. it's like every little happy moment i remember from when i was little...and a little of Na too....all rolled into one...and i'm gonna miss this so much, because i've never consistently felt like i've belonged somewhere...my family never wanted me for more than an hour or so at a time...cause every time we started wrestling and stuff and playing around, we'd have to stop because we were on such a tight schedule for doing things with mom...and then...that even didn't last too long, cause somewhere there in the middle of that long ago....well...it just stopped...and i dont know when it stopped, but it did so suddenly and i havent had a family since. but here...there's a place for me here, and one that makes me feel so good too. it's not just bout the playing anymore...giggles...that's why i wanted to stay the first day lolol...now it's the whole family, and how much i'm actually WANTED as opposed to everything else. the only two people who ever ever made me feel this way were Na and my grandfather...and both are gone...actually...even they didn't make me this happy....She's made me smile so much more than i've ever been before...She's touched me in a way Noone else could....and goooooodd...i don't wanna go home....but i figured out, it wouldn't as long as i thought to graduate....actually it might only be a year...*SMILES BIG* and looks over waiting for Her to wake up so i can tell Her my news.
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(no subject) [Jun. 5th, 2006|09:31 pm]
only a matter of hours now...and i am still sooo happy with my toy...i just wish i could get more time with her....but this week...i'll be online a lot... :)
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(no subject) [May. 30th, 2006|01:29 pm]
am soooooo happy......am going to Her in 7 days....and i love my adorable little toy.........hugs her tight.....nobody ever gonna hurt you again lil one...
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(no subject) [May. 21st, 2006|03:29 pm]
well i can't catch a fucking break in the working world...but hey....i'm going to chicago in 15 days!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Apr. 28th, 2006|11:19 am]
The Rules:
1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions of a very intimate and creepily personal nature. Or not so creepy/personal.
3. You WILL update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.

1. What do you really, passionately care about?
well.....in all honesty....Hemi is the only thing that i reeeeeeeeeeeeaaallly passionately care about...now if we're talking people...well....*blushes* you all know Who THAT is. hemi has just been such power under me and a rock and such a lover. he is AMAZING.

2. When have you ever done something only for yourself, and what was it?
Buying Hemi....i mean...i shouldn't have, but he was so wonderful, and i was supposed to get rid of him and sell him for a profit, but keeping him...i did all for myself.

3. Who impresses you?
First and foremost, my Mistress....well...She's so WONDERFUl...and AMAZING..and sweet as everything, and i really think without Her, i wouldn't be here anymore, cause i don't think i coulda made it this much without Her backign me up. She's taken care of me, and put up with much more than anyone has ever been able to put up with before for me...and for that, i am every single day floored by what She has given me...She makes me want to do things for Her, that i've never been able to do everything...i'm actually willing to give ALL of myself to Her...even the parts i'm scared of. Second, is you lily.....because you've in your own special way, been there for me, and waited and even when we were fighting, you were willing to make up....it takes a bigger person to come back and talk like that.

4. If you had to give up working with horses and becoming a vet, to working as an chemical engineer, how would you react? Could you adjust? NOOOOOOO...or at least....i don't think the rest of the world would be able to when i ended up accidentally blowing it up because i'm so clumsy.

5. Your socks have started talking, and they give you instructions as to how to understand them. What are the instructions?
ummmmmm....my socks? well....first they'd tell me that maybe i need a new pair cause they're all holey.....then they'd need washign cause they're not white....theyd say maybe i should switch to bright colors or something....they'd say socks shouldn't be put on feet cause who wants to be on feet...and anythiing else...i dunno...
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(no subject) [Apr. 25th, 2006|11:57 am]
feels a lot safer today....was extremely happy that they stayed the night and kept track of me....and FINALLY got to talk to Mistress without Her having to leave cause my phone was being so damned bad. i'm so sick of this mess and all i want to do is be with Her.....ONE MORE MONTH....and to all my friends i haven't heard from lately....Meggers, lils, i miss you guys..and i know how much it may seem like i've just recently changed, but this is the way i've always been....just didn't talk bout it as much and be as open as ange and sara were.
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(no subject) [Apr. 24th, 2006|10:51 am]
[mood |molested]

curls up crying in Mistress's chair....needs body armor...or something.....help me please :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
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